love you more when it hurts

and when you least expect it the feeling you’ve been looking for you’re now looking to avoid but they’re rushing back like the point of no return and there’s nothing you can do about it. the curves i was manifesting finally show up (fourth to last image on IG) and once again it forever happens when we least expect it, consistently. we fall into the hyperventilated trap of loneliness prematurely yet love hits and it hits different because the poison in her flower is better then expected, when you least expect it you’re in love with the intense and unique beauty of this sadistic and complex piece of art and ass. looking forward to having you cry for me 🥀